I need to make sense of this and the only
way I can do this is by writing words onto a page.
For so long, I feel I haven’t been able to
feel anything.
I seemed to have closed off my channel of
feeling &emotion and become
oblivious to the world around me. It helped me get through the hard times, not
being consumed by sadness when life got stressful; but it also deprived me of
the good times, not being able to fully savor those moments.
Because of this, I have completely lost
direction of my life. I don’t know what I want, where I want my life to go, or
who I wanted to be.
I’ve been just floating aimlessly with the
wind, while the world continues to progress around me.
I’ve been needing something to feel again,
something to shake my core, to give me purpose. I’ve been needing an awakening.
