Pokemon, Procrastination, & Productivity

I swear, the amount of blog posts where I have to remind you that my blog isn't dead is building up. I hope this will be the last one.

My holidays have come to an end and I just got through my first week of Uni as I feel obligated to say. But let's not dig into Uni just yet cause who likes talking about Uni anyway?

Le vent se lève!... Il faut tenter de vivre!

Originally, this post was going to be about how I've come to realise that once I've discovered a 'purpose' to live with, it's hard to live without one.

But as I continued on with it, I realised I started listing the negative things about living a life without meaning, and I couldn't carry on, cause hey, who likes negativity right?

Anyways, life has actually been quite good on my part.
Well at least what most people would consider good.
But here I am, doubting the 'goodness' of it...

New Years Resolutions Overrated?

What if new year's resolutions are overrated?
(Happy New Year by the way)

Many of us decide to 'turn our lives around' every 365/6 days, which equates to so many minutes and seconds. Is it cause everyone does it, or is there a deeper reasoning behind it?

What's so significant about a year?
It's only the time taken for the earth to make it's way around the sun once, but we've given it so much more meaning than that.

We celebrate it. We countdown to it. We welcome it exclusively.

It changes lives. 
(at least for a few days for some)

I've personally succumbed to this yearly 'new years resolution' in the past.

But honestly don't you think that 365 days / 8760 hours / 525600 minutes / 31536000 minutes is a bit long to wait to make huge changes in one's life?

Let's keep this going

Let's turn some negative energy into positive energy.

I realized I finished off on a pretty negative note last time.

So all hasn't been bad.
I can be super cliché and say "there's always a silver lining" or "there's always a light at end of the tunnel", but...
Actually, I just did.
Anyways.

Critical Morales

Now that I've gone over the lighter stuff, I can dig right into the deeper stuff that's been going on in my life.

I have to admit that ever since I decided to leave God, I've changed.
Not for the good in most cases.
There has frankly been alot more negativity.

Now that I'm stuck in Hong Kong with just my mom and sister, the amount of negativity I can contain inside of me has been pushed way too far.
I am miserable.

Life Update on my Blog? What is this?!

Well this is long overdue.
There's so much I want to write about, but so little time.
I've hit the point where I need to write something, or else I'll go insane.

I'm in Hong Kong right now, and will be for the next month more.
Even though I'm supposedly on a holiday overseas, I have very mixed feelings of my experiences. But before I get into it, I'll just update you guys on my pretty boring holidays so far.

What follows is pretty much all that has happened to me in the past month or so. It's been so uneventful that I can actually list out...

Before I head off into Pokemon Hibernation

My first year of University has just come to an end, and to be honest I don't feel happy as I want to be. Here's this 'nice' long three month break ahead of me, but to me it just feels like a huge abyss that I'm about to drop right into.

I'm almost dreading this nice long holiday. 

Well I'm the type of guy that can't take a break without earning it by working hard. And honestly, I haven't worked hard enough at Uni this year to deserve such a long break.

I almost want to hop right back into Uni, not because I like the stress from assignments/exams, but because the absence of them leaves a void in my life; one that I feel is worse than the struggles of studying.