Utterly & Absolutely Clean & Pure

♫ Fire rages, faith is crumbled, tragically, yet love remains

Restoration, built on ruins, hope still lingers in this place ♫

Something hit me.
After I fell badly again.

Normally, I mope around in my sin for quite awhile.
I turn my face away from God because I'm so ashamed of what I've done. I feel so filthy that I can't possible ask for His forgiveness at the moment.
Time passes.

Unconditional Love

Great love setting the world on fire, I am in awe of who You are, And it's Your love I'm living for

Great love filling me up inside, You are the one I'm looking for, And I am Yours forevermore~

- Great Love, Flyleaf

We're nothing in comparison to God.
A speck of dust in the expanse of His universe.
A feather tossed around helplessly by the ocean.

"I know who I am inside.. I'm perfectly broken"

There's always one of those times that you do something so bad, you just can't see it being undone, you just can't see any forgiveness happening at all. You become so annoyed at yourself, how could you have done such a thing, what were you thinking, "what's wrong with me". You feel extremely guilty, you feel your heart drop, you may even feel like it's the end of you. It's happened, it can't be undone now, you did it, and everyone's hurt now because of it. They'll always remember what you did, it will never be forgotten, never be forgiven.