There's always one of those times that you do something so bad,
you just can't see it being undone, you just can't see any forgiveness
happening at all. You become so annoyed at yourself, how could you have done
such a thing, what were you thinking, "what's wrong with me". You
feel extremely guilty, you feel your heart drop, you may even feel like it's
the end of you. It's happened, it can't be undone now, you did it, and
everyone's hurt now because of it. They'll always remember what you did, it will
never be forgotten, never be forgiven.